Loser

I feel kinda like a loser. I barely know anybody. Like this girl in my tennis asked me if I wanted to go to Anthony Murrilo's party and like my parents would never let me go to someones party that I didnt know. And Like Jordyn and all them know everybody. And even though I dont need a boyfriend, it would be nice if someone like asked me out. I knda think its because I'm mean But I'm really not. And I dont wanna be mean. But people have said I am. And I do gossip a lot. but still I dont really mean everything I say. It just plops out of my mouth. And I feel really bad. I asked Mrs. Valle if she thinks Im mean and she said she wouldn't put it in those words. She would say im a "leader". Whatever. I am a bitch sometimes. but so is everyone else. Well t anyone my words or actions have ever hurt, Im Sorry.